I have managed to start my packing, and have managed to get five technically six boxes packed. I say "technically six" because I put my X-Box 360 Kinect back into the box it came in. I'll be putting the Wii back in its' box soon, too, just because I don't want to leave it behind. I like the Wii and the X-Box 360, both. I've managed to pack 90% of my books, 98% of my CDs except the X-Box 360 game that I play the most often. I'll save packing the television, the X-Box 360, & Need For Speed: Carbon, until the day they're coming, for the sake of keeping things relatively simple. I don't want to give up playing it until the day I'm leaving, it's my way out of uncomfortable situations: just go play it and let it tune out everything else in the whole world except the sound of the telephone. Just in case Master's calling, I pay attention to the telephone ringing. It's almost never actually Her, but when it is I answer immediately and pause the game.
Adoptive mother said that they're not going to like me when they see how much I'm bringing with... how annoying. No they aren't. They know I'm 30 years old and they know how many things you tend to accumulate in 30 years that you like enough to take it with you when you move. I have figurines, I have a number of things I've gotten as gifts from people trying to buy my love when they cannot give me the one thing -- acceptance -- so I'm going to take this stuff with me. It's thousands of dollars of figurines, probably at least $2,000 in figurines. You know that if they had spent less buying my love & more time being accepting enough to spend that money on surgeries, I'd be halfway to femininity for my anatomical correctness.
Oh, well.
I'm not going to complain.
Why not?
Because I have a Master Who Loves me so much that She tells me so on a regular basis and in spite of being sick She has been keeping in touch with Her pet on a daily or almost-daily basis & making sure I know how much I mean to Her. This is something that She does not have to do but She does it anyway, knowing how much it means to me to know that I am on Her mind even while She is unwell. I miss Her, I love Her, I need Her, She is Master.
I doubt that I will be able to see all of the people in my life that I love in New Jersey before I leave, it makes me sad, but I have to go, I can't stay for that, they wouldn't want me to do that. I hope Master will let us come back up to New Jersey in the summer for a picnic to introduce Her to all of the most important people in my life. I really want them to meet Her, and I know She wants to meet them, too.
I Love You Master, with all of my heart and every fiber of my being.
I Love You Master, with everything that I am.
I Trust You Master, with my heart, my health, my life.
I have absolute Faith in You Master, You won't need to explain Yourself to me.
I am Yours, Master, for as long as You will allow me to be Your property.
- Protected Slave and Property of the Magnificent Miss_Misanthropy,
Privileged to be Master's Adoring Pet Whore, Ophelia or Phee
Adoptive mother said that they're not going to like me when they see how much I'm bringing with... how annoying. No they aren't. They know I'm 30 years old and they know how many things you tend to accumulate in 30 years that you like enough to take it with you when you move. I have figurines, I have a number of things I've gotten as gifts from people trying to buy my love when they cannot give me the one thing -- acceptance -- so I'm going to take this stuff with me. It's thousands of dollars of figurines, probably at least $2,000 in figurines. You know that if they had spent less buying my love & more time being accepting enough to spend that money on surgeries, I'd be halfway to femininity for my anatomical correctness.
Oh, well.
I'm not going to complain.
Why not?
Because I have a Master Who Loves me so much that She tells me so on a regular basis and in spite of being sick She has been keeping in touch with Her pet on a daily or almost-daily basis & making sure I know how much I mean to Her. This is something that She does not have to do but She does it anyway, knowing how much it means to me to know that I am on Her mind even while She is unwell. I miss Her, I love Her, I need Her, She is Master.
I doubt that I will be able to see all of the people in my life that I love in New Jersey before I leave, it makes me sad, but I have to go, I can't stay for that, they wouldn't want me to do that. I hope Master will let us come back up to New Jersey in the summer for a picnic to introduce Her to all of the most important people in my life. I really want them to meet Her, and I know She wants to meet them, too.
I Love You Master, with all of my heart and every fiber of my being.
I Love You Master, with everything that I am.
I Trust You Master, with my heart, my health, my life.
I have absolute Faith in You Master, You won't need to explain Yourself to me.
I am Yours, Master, for as long as You will allow me to be Your property.
- Protected Slave and Property of the Magnificent Miss_Misanthropy,
Privileged to be Master's Adoring Pet Whore, Ophelia or Phee
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