Okay, so I missed the normal update schedule for a few days. Sorry about that, Master ambushed me with a romantic weekend with friends. I had my first experience on the borderline of sub-space, though, over the weekend, because of the amazing Miss Lena, who scratched my legs to the point that I almost passed out from the spiritual and emotional high that it produced because we were at the hooka bar and the hooka smoke really heightened the experience for me. I really like that.
Master and I basically stayed two nights at Miss Lena and Miss Sarah's dormitory on the campus of A. P. S. U. -- that's Austin Peay State University -- and the four of us shared one room with three beds. I had a lot of fun there, Miss Sarah did not play with me all that much but Miss Lena did so on a couple of occasions. As much as I love Miss Tammy and Sir Sam, and as much fun as Sir Nate is (or can be) to talk to for some pretty interesting conversations on historical or military topics, it was nevertheless really nice and very enjoyable to spend a weekend with Miss Lena and Miss Sarah and to be in 24-hour-a-day proximity to Master.
The weekend did not go as planned. It was not a bad weekend, but nor was it as good as it could have been. There are a number of things that I am looking forward to that have not yet happened, in spite of that both Master and I have been very much eager to get to it. We haven't had the chance -- either something came up and got in the way, or Master was not feeling well enough for it, or wasn't in the right mood for it.
That's natural, it's understandable, and I'm completely okay with the fact that She wasn't ready yet. I waited eight years to be Her slave, I waited ten weeks to get to come down to Clarksville, waiting a few weeks to be able to be totally deflowered of all forms of kink virginity is acceptable to me, I am patient and I am not upset with Master. I am disappointed in the delays and disruptions which have been making us wait, but it is not Master's fault and therefore I cannot be upset with, disappointed in or otherwise blaming of Master for this. She's as eager and excited about this as I am, probably even moreso because She knows more than I do what to expect and what it's going to be like.
I've had my first sadomasochistic play session and there may have been some witnesses, but I'm not sure, since I was blindfolded and it was a great experience for me all the way around. I liked it, and I got some seriously good marks out of it besides that. However, we haven't gotten to do a lot of the other things that we have been wanting to do.
Master and I spent about 70 to 80 hours together, constantly in one another's company except for a couple dozen minutes or something like that when She sent us out to get some food for Her, from McDonald's. It was the best weekend in my life, I really loved being with Her for so long and for so much continuous connection. We also had breakfast at IHOP yesterday and I had one of the very best dining-out experiences I've ever had in my life. Everything just felt so right for the entire length of the weekend, at least for me, despite the drama and unexpected distractions and disruptions.
Master and I are still eagerly, enthusiastically looking forward to the energy-play, electricity-play, fire-play, needle-play, edge-play, blood-play, and maybe breath-play that I know that She enjoys. Not entirely sure which of those if any of them are things I'm going to be able to do and enjoy (other than the energy-play, which I anticipate being incredibly enjoyable to me), but they are all things that I really want to try because I know how She is and I know that She is looking forward to them and is going to enjoy them with me, and I am deeply committed to pleasuring and satisfying Her in every way that I am physically capable of doing it.
Everything is just so blissfully perfect here in Clarksville.
I Love You, Master, with all of my heart and every fiber of my being.
There is no part of me that does not love every part of You, Master.
I Trust You, Master, with my heart and with my health and with my life.
I am Devoted to You, Master, and I am Yours for as long as You will have me.
You are my Bright and Beautiful Sky, and I have unwavering Faith in You.
- Protected Slave and Property of the Magnificent Miss_Misanthropy,
Privileged to be Master's Adoring Pet Whore, Ophelia
Master and I basically stayed two nights at Miss Lena and Miss Sarah's dormitory on the campus of A. P. S. U. -- that's Austin Peay State University -- and the four of us shared one room with three beds. I had a lot of fun there, Miss Sarah did not play with me all that much but Miss Lena did so on a couple of occasions. As much as I love Miss Tammy and Sir Sam, and as much fun as Sir Nate is (or can be) to talk to for some pretty interesting conversations on historical or military topics, it was nevertheless really nice and very enjoyable to spend a weekend with Miss Lena and Miss Sarah and to be in 24-hour-a-day proximity to Master.
The weekend did not go as planned. It was not a bad weekend, but nor was it as good as it could have been. There are a number of things that I am looking forward to that have not yet happened, in spite of that both Master and I have been very much eager to get to it. We haven't had the chance -- either something came up and got in the way, or Master was not feeling well enough for it, or wasn't in the right mood for it.
That's natural, it's understandable, and I'm completely okay with the fact that She wasn't ready yet. I waited eight years to be Her slave, I waited ten weeks to get to come down to Clarksville, waiting a few weeks to be able to be totally deflowered of all forms of kink virginity is acceptable to me, I am patient and I am not upset with Master. I am disappointed in the delays and disruptions which have been making us wait, but it is not Master's fault and therefore I cannot be upset with, disappointed in or otherwise blaming of Master for this. She's as eager and excited about this as I am, probably even moreso because She knows more than I do what to expect and what it's going to be like.
I've had my first sadomasochistic play session and there may have been some witnesses, but I'm not sure, since I was blindfolded and it was a great experience for me all the way around. I liked it, and I got some seriously good marks out of it besides that. However, we haven't gotten to do a lot of the other things that we have been wanting to do.
Master and I spent about 70 to 80 hours together, constantly in one another's company except for a couple dozen minutes or something like that when She sent us out to get some food for Her, from McDonald's. It was the best weekend in my life, I really loved being with Her for so long and for so much continuous connection. We also had breakfast at IHOP yesterday and I had one of the very best dining-out experiences I've ever had in my life. Everything just felt so right for the entire length of the weekend, at least for me, despite the drama and unexpected distractions and disruptions.
Master and I are still eagerly, enthusiastically looking forward to the energy-play, electricity-play, fire-play, needle-play, edge-play, blood-play, and maybe breath-play that I know that She enjoys. Not entirely sure which of those if any of them are things I'm going to be able to do and enjoy (other than the energy-play, which I anticipate being incredibly enjoyable to me), but they are all things that I really want to try because I know how She is and I know that She is looking forward to them and is going to enjoy them with me, and I am deeply committed to pleasuring and satisfying Her in every way that I am physically capable of doing it.
Everything is just so blissfully perfect here in Clarksville.
I Love You, Master, with all of my heart and every fiber of my being.
There is no part of me that does not love every part of You, Master.
I Trust You, Master, with my heart and with my health and with my life.
I am Devoted to You, Master, and I am Yours for as long as You will have me.
You are my Bright and Beautiful Sky, and I have unwavering Faith in You.
- Protected Slave and Property of the Magnificent Miss_Misanthropy,
Privileged to be Master's Adoring Pet Whore, Ophelia
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